the heart*

wo xiang ni.

n u nvr bother.

i wondered. i really do.

perhaps all i did was fell in love with an image.
your image.

i just wan to be real. i wan real love.

but your image isnt. it keeps on changing.
so here i am. waittin fer nth.

idk what to do now.

cos u showed me love n then u turn me away.

i hope, one day youll return.

but being close to you, knowing you, understanding you, loving you.
i know now, u never would. u never do..

i remember the times, vividly in my mind.

and sumtimes, i wanna wish it all away n never remember anything bout u.

i served u, and therefore i am.

and i, therefore we are.



-the case study
me and the other self (: