the singular white crane by the canal*

i woke up today by the all too famliar old feelin.
the aloneness, it grips me the same way,
over n over again. it screams.
it screams n you.......................
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i wan to go back to the scence.
but thrs no way its possible now.
not with my current situation or status?

if i could have a wish,
ill wish it all back.
every single one of them.


is this what they meant by,
misery loves company? @.@


i remember back then,
when im so full of real friends,
but now, i realise,

are friends = constant or variable?

and then,
am i a variable aswell?
an option left to last.
i wonder how people preceive me.
kinda sad by that you knw..

i have to start studying again soon. =
exams!!!


-the free love kid
paint me black and forget me.