i need a hand to hold.

mm. today i woke up in the middle of the afternoon.
it was a sweet dream. i was holding her hand tight.
when suddenly i woke up.

i found my hand gripping nothing but air.
it took my awhile to know that shes not there though.
my first reaction was to get out of bed, and rush to her side.
then i realise that she's in malaysia. lol...


hais , its a sad dream la ):
sweet happiness vs cruel reality.
will my suffering ever end?
why do i have to sacrifice,
only to find that i have to sacrifice even more.
and it never ends, it never ends.

-will my nitemare ever end?
-i love the way, she loves me free<33